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One Final Action (2020 Remaster)

by I'm In A Coffin

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    SMS 006 ORIGINAL CD - includes original button and sticker

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Chambers of life webbed through my body I see them pulsing... waiting... and I am waiting too... One quick motion and they separate one final action... it is done We are both waiting... I am a weapon against myself...
2.
Useless… My thoughts and words Isolated… So useless… My mind, It is pool of blackness… A place of despair and isolation That I have trapped myself in Lightless… Hopeless… I stay locked in my mind Watching the black waters Lap at the shore I sit on They call to me… They say I can not escape… They tell me to give in And let them fill my lungs… I stand at the edge and weep I can not escape… Useless… I wade into the blackness Until I am wrist-deep in depression I wade into the cold waters of despair To let them overtake me
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I tasted the lips of misery And she stole what little I had How heavy a toll I paid To have just a taste of the abyss Just a taste… Emptied, my only companions Are mourning and self-hatred, My lover, misery… She was too alluring to refuse Her offer of what lies beyond So I took her hand and held her close She showed me wonderful things And promised me eternity If I would promise eternity with her Just a taste… And she devoured me Just a taste… And all I’ve been left with is Self hatred… The only thing I wanted Just a taste… Of the abyss
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I sink further into the blackness… Down Deeper Forever… Unable to feel its sting As I breathe it in… As it courses through me… I know I can never escape Never… This blackness has seeped into me I tear at my veins I have found a solution To take shelter in As I try to drown
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Life is too much… On occasion I take I take the razorblade To my wrists… To my throat… Blood shows me I’m alive… Alive too long I must die… I must die today Tonight I will be gone… Alone and dead In my pain… Suffering… Suffering as a soul in hell Torment shoots through my soul My dead soul… I will never find peace And in my eternal suffering I am finally happy… Finally happy For I am dead now
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Opening dead eyes To find that nothing has changed Nothing… Dead hearts Pumping cold blood Dead minds With the same tired thoughts That never change We’re not anyone you know… We are just corpses wearing living masks Separated from your world By our bitter depression Withering… Negativity ... The parasite that drank our lives We’re not anyone you know… We are just corpses in living masks Separated from your world By our bitter depression
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Chapter V 04:50
They shot the six cabinet ministers at half-past six in the morning against the wall of a hospital. There were pools of water in the courtyard. There were wet dead leaves on the paving of the courtyard. It rained hard. All the shutters of the hospital were nailed shut. One of the ministers was sick with typhoid. Two soldiers carried him downstairs and out into the rain. They tried to hold him up against the wall but he sat down in a puddle of water. The other five stood very quietly against the wall. Finally the officer told the soldiers it was no good trying to make him stand up. When they fired the first volley he was sitting down in the water with his head on his knees.
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My continued existence is worse than death Yet I still live on Trying to force apathy upon myself To replace my depression with numbness I tell myself that it’s worked… That I don’t feel anything anymore… But deep down, I know that I’ll never Be anything resembling “positive” Life is my coffin And it’s time to shut the lid. One final action And this will all end… One final action And this will all end… One final action… I can’t fight the inevitable… So I embrace it… Embrace suicide… I want to die alone and cold, And hating myself for every moment of hope that I ever had

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Originally released in 2008 on CD by Self Mutilation Services
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released October 1, 2008

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